Chapter 6: Happy Now?

Jesse's first game was finished. Notre Dame's team won with a 7 point diference from the other team. They start the leagau with won and they must keep working for the next game in two weeks.

Jesse's family and friends left the stands and walked to where the parking lot was. The three girls Ava, Stephanie and Pauline were talking about the game when Stephanie's phone rung and went a little further to talk. Ava didn't spoke since Stephanie had left and that worried Pauline. "Ava are you okay?" she asked. "Yeah, i'm great!" she answered and looked down to her feet. "You don't seem to! Is everything ok? Can i help you to something?" Ava lifted her head and looked to Pauline. She was wondering if she must tell Pauline now or leave it for an another day.

Ava took a deep breath and asked "What do you thing about marriage, Pauline?" Pauline laughed. "Marriage? I've never thought about it but yeah i like the marriage! Did Alex asked you to marry him?" Pauline answered she didn't pay attetion to this question she had her mind to Jesse. "No, my dad propused to Tori! He wants to marry her......"Pauline slowly turned not being sure of what she just heard. She looked them with the 'you got to be fucking kidding me' look. "No, shit! Ava that's wonderfull!" she answered and gave her a quick hug. "Thank you!" she only said. "You're not happy because i'm very happy for him....." "Don't tell me you're jelous?" she asked and raised an eyebrow. "I have to answer as a fan or as your friend?" "As fan?" "I'm gonna kill that little bitch!" Pauline answered and both laughed out hard. "And as my best friend?" "Oh my God! That's great! Lucky Tori......" she answered and Ava laughed again. "Does the guys know about it?" Pauline asked when Ava stop laughing. "I bet uncle Jon know it first so do uncle David and uncle Tico! They just asked me if i had a problem with Tori being my new mum and my dad's new wife!" "And what did you answer?" Pauline asked with raised her eyebrow. "I'm ok with that! If she make my dad happy she makes me happy too! And to be honest i can't wait for the wedding...." "I can't wait to...." Pauline answered and smiled.

Jesse was walking to the hallway and opened the door of the exit. The first people he saw were his family but he wasn't looking for them. He looed around and saw Pauline talking with Ava. Walking in quick steps he passed by his parents and walked straight to Pauline.

Pauline with the corner of her eye saw him coming and Ava left to give them some 'alone' time. Jesse was coming to her pissed. Pauline could see something in his eyes wasn't right. They just won what could be bad? Pauline took a step forward and hugged him. Breaking apart she gave hima quick kiss and said "Congratulations! You kick their ass..." she smlied to him but he had the same pissed look on his face. Pauline now was sure that something wasn't right. She was about to ask him when he asked first. "I want to tell you something...." he started. "Can i can tell you something first, please? I'm sure you'll be happy!" "No, let me talk first!" the Bongiovi stuborness was on. Pauline nobbed 'yes' she was just in a great mood.

"Why did you do this, Pauline?" he asked. It was the first time in a while that he called her her name. "Jesse what are you talking about?" she asked him. "You know very well of what i'm talking about, Pauline!" he answered raising his voise. "No, i don't! Could you please calm down and tell me what the fuck is going on with you! You don't seem to be happy to see me....." Pauline answered with a little sadness in her voise. "How could i feel happy to see you when you wasted your only chance to make your dream come true?" Jesse answered raising his voise even more. Now he was pissed more than ever. The only thing that make him mad is that she didn't admit it.

A few seconds passed into silence. Pauline was trying to pull herself back together. It was the first time Jesse was talking to her like that. She was looking to a face that she never want to see again. Jesse attackes again. "What was in your fucking mind Pauline when you left your house to come here? You thought that you're doing the right thing? Well you did the wrong! I will play to other games too! Why did you let this chance flow by?" while Jesse was talking Pauline's eyes got watered. "No, Jesse! For once in your life could you please stop and fucking listen to me?" she tried to say. "Listen to what Pauline? That you did this to be with me and this kind of bullshit?" with every minute that it passed Jesse was getting more and more pissed.

Romeo heard his oldest brother yelling to Pauline and he came to see what's going on. "Jesse why are you yelling to Pauline?" he asked with his sweet voise. Romeo notised that Pauline was crying and asked again looking to Pauline "Pauline why are you crying? What Jesse done to you?" Romeo had the bad luck to come to the wrong plave at the wrong time and ask the wrong question that he could ever ask. Jesse turned and faced him and told him with anger "ROMEO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS FUCKING PLACE! LET US FUCKING ALONE!" these two sentnces were good enough to make Romeo cry too and runway.

Now it was Pauline's time to get pissed. he has no right to talk to his little brother like that. Pauline wiped her tears with her hand and looked at Jesse with her version of the 'stink eye'. "Happy now Jesse? You made him cry because he fucking worry about you! You have no fucking reason to talk to Romeo like that! You're pissed because you think that i didn't went to the competiotion huh? So, the only person that guessed wrong tonight was YOU!" she was her time to attack pointed him. "The hour changed and i can here as fast i could, i almost kill myself on the route here! And what is your thank? You yell to me because you think i gave my dream for you! You're wrong Jesse! I'll make my dream come true because i made it! I'll passed to the stage two! Are you happy now Jesse?" she finished for the moment.

Jesse was sitting there looking at her. She was talking to him with so anger in her eyes, it was like she wanted to kill him. Jesse wasn't able to give her a good enough answer. Pauline was waiting for an answer with her hands on her hips. "Just give me a fucking answer God damned it!" she yelled at him. Jesse felt one with the ground. He couldn't answer. If he answer what he'll tell her? Sometimes standing there doing nothing means a lot.

"As i thought....." Pauline said with the look of  'i knew it'. "I don't think we have to talk about something else! Goodnight Jesse!" she said and turned and walked away. Jesse was sitting thre doing nothing, he knew if he made a wrong move he'll destroy everything. He let her go away. He was watching her getting in the car. He watched her driving away and knew that it was his fault.

He sighed. But this wasn't enough. With all the anger and the guilty turned to power he kicked the wheel of the car which was in front of him. He couldn't feel the pain of it he has other things to worry about like his dad who was coming with not a good look on his face.

"Jesse James Louis Bongiovi! Why Romeo came running?" "Nothing, dad! Do we have to talk about it?" Jesse said annoying. "Yes, we have but not right here young man when we'll get back home! I don't want to hit the road again knowing that you're not good!" "Ok, we'll talk about it later....." Jesse answered to his father and both walked together like nothing had happend.

Jon knows his son. He knows when he's happy. And now he wasn't happy. he had a look on his face like he've done the most unexeptable mistake he could ever do. He was driving his car diferent. After the accident he had he've change the way he drives. But tonight he was driving a lot diferent. Dorothea was keeping an eye on her husband. He looked her back with the look 'i'll take care of that when we're home'. They both didn't want to have a talk about it in the car and in front of the kids.