Jesse walked in the bar. He didn't even look around he went straight to the bar and ordered a drink. It didn't take too long for the drink to come. He drunk his first drink with one long sip. He couldn't deny that it was feeling very good.
He knew that the last time he got drunk he woke up in a hospital bed. He had promised to himself and to Pauline that he will never get drunk. But for some reason he wanted to forget what he saw a few minutes ago. An another man was kissing her. It was too much to handle. He knew that since he left he and Pauline didn't go too well.
But she has no right to cheated on him, but she did. He wanted to forget it and he ordered one more drink. When he finished the second drink he felt a hand on his showlder. He had a feeling that was Pauline's hand. It has to be Pauline's hand. Jesse turned with a smile on his face knowing that Pauline will be behind him.
The smile on his lips froze when he saw Jennifer. "Hey. What are you doing here?" He didn't want to show her how dissapointed he was and he turned his look away. "I'm just drinking. What are you doing here?" he asked. "Just drinking." Jennifer answered.
Jesse looked at her and studied her face. He left his drink and got up from the chair. "Goodnight Jennifer. Take care." he said simply with voise like ice. Jennifer stood there watching him walking away. As Jesse was walking away he stopped and looked at Jennifer.
He walked quickly to her side and kissed her passionately. Jennifer had no idea what was going on but she didn't say no to him. She pulled him closer. Jesse broke the kiss and took her hand. He lead her to his car and sut on the driver's seat.
Jennifer was more than lost. "Where are we going?" she asked him. "You'll see." he answered and put the machine forward. Jesse was driving for a little while and it didn't take too much to Jennifer to understand where he was driving.
Jesse parked the car in the parking lot of his house. He took Jennifer's hand and they both walked to the main door. He opened the door. "Don't make a sound. My parents are here and they don't need to know that you're here too. You understand?" Jesse talked like a sereal killer. Jennifer knew him her whole life and he never talked like this before. The only thing she could do was nodd.
As soon as Jennifer nodded Jesse grabed her hand and walked up the stairs and arrived to his room. Jesse closed the door and kissed Jennifer. While they were kissing they walked to the bed. Jesse lyied Jennifer to the bed. He pulled out her coat and threw it to the floor.
He kissed her again while Jennifer was pulling out his jacket from behind his back. It didn't take long for both of them to be naked on his bed. They made love after one year and a half. Jennifer took full advantage of it and enjoyed herself more than Jesse did.
She has no idea why they made love but only this was enough. Jesse was sleeping having her in his arms like the old times when they were together. But Jennifer was a smart young woman and she knew that something wasn't right.
Pauline start eatting her cereal and her mother was watching her. Once she was finished with her breakfast she left the empty bowl in the sink. "I'll go a walk in the town." she informed her mother. The more she stays the more she remembers the last night.
"You miss him don't you?" her mother asked before she exited the kitchen. "Miss who?" she asked and turned. "Jesse!" "Yeah, Mum of course and i miss him. I have to go now." Pauline said and left.
A few minutes later she was ready to go. Dressed in jeans and a jacket she left the house. She didn't know where she wanted to go. The farther the better. She sut on the drivers seat in her car. She needed a little time for herself. Pauline was driving for almost an hour now. She had left Red Bank for good. She was about to the highway to New York City. She was so far away. On the next traffic light she took the way back home.
After a few more driving minutes Pauline arrived at Red Bank. It was lunch time so she stopped to her favourite Grill to have lunch. Jesse and her were having lunch there all the time. It is their favourite Grill. She walked in and found a table to sit. A waitress came and took her order.
The Grill was almost full, it was Saturday noon after all. She doesn't even realized how much fats time passed and her eaiterr came with her lunch. Once the waitess left Pauline start eatting and enjoying the company of herself. She had almost ate the half of her food when she sut opposite of her.
Pauline looked up at Jennifer and sighed. "What do you want Jennifer?" Pauline asked. "I have everything i want. I'm wondering about you my poor girl." Jennifer answered and Pauline raised her eyebrow. "And since when you are carying about me?" "Since last night." "Oh yeah. Great." Pauline answered with a little sarcasm in her voise.
"Look Jennifer i'm not in the mood to deal with your bullshit right now." she answered and looked at her. "I already know that sweetie. That's why Jesse was so good in sex last night. Tell me something when it was the last time you two had sex? It must have been a very long time." Jennifer answered with the winners look and voise.
Pauline's heart sink on the opposite seat. Jesse will never do that, she knew him very well. That night he left very soon and she wasn't able to explain what happend with Mike. Her love turned to hate in the matter of seconds. How could he do something like that with someone like Jennifer?
"Jennifer i told you i'm not in the mood." "I'm not lying.... I'm saying the truth. I slept with him last night in his house in his bed." "No, i don't believe you Jesse will never do something like that." "You better change your mind about him Pauline. I must admit though that your relationship lasted more that i thought. But anyway he's back to me now. Enjoy your lunch!" Jennifer answered and got up from the chair. She gave her a fake smile as she walked away.
Pauline was trying to understand what just happend. She couldn't believe it and she didn't want to. She wanted all this to be a bad dream and she will wake up. And when she does all these will be over. Her emotions were like a volcano ready to expload. Seconds thought filled her mind. Jennifer sure has lots of reasons to lie but why right now? It's been a while that they don't even come across with her on the road.
She couldn't stay in the Grill any longer. She needed to know what happend last night. She has the right to know what happend last night. They are still together.
She payied for her lunch and left the Grill furious. She arrived at her car and put the engine on and drove away of the parking lot. It didn't take too long for her to arrive at the Bongiovi house. The big gate was open so Pauline didn't have any problem to walk in.
She rung the bell and waited. The door opened and Pauline faced one of the best smiles in the world. "Hey Angel! Come in....." Jon said and took a step back to let her in. "Am i interupting something? Is lunch time...." she answered feeling a little nervous. "You're always welcome here any time of the day." Jon answered with that gorgeous smile of his.
"So, you slept good last night?" he said and winked at her. She really didn't see that coming. She didn't know what to do. It all depence of how she will answer this question. She knew that if she tells Jon he'll get very mad and she doesn't want that. Jesse and her can work that out without any help.
"Yeah, i slept very good. What about you?" she asked him. "Great!" Pauline smiled while she asked "Is Jesse upstairs?" "Yeah..." "Thanks. tell the boys i said hi!" "Will do...." Jon answered and looked to pauline walking up the stairs.
With every step Pauline took was getting more pissed. Jennifer was right, she was there last night. She arrived at his door and knock hard. Jesse opened the door with his eyes rolled. "What are you doing here?" she asked while Pauline had already walked in.
"What am i doing here, or what did you do here with Jennifer last night?" she asked. Her hands were on her waits and her foot was teeping on the floor. "What are you talking about?" "Don't play fool with me. I know everything. Jennifer found me and told me what you did last night with her right here! How could you Jesse?" she asked looking at him.
"Like you did with Mike." "I didn't had sex with him like you did with Jennifer." "So? I was drunk. We're even." he answered and turned to face her. Pauline looked in his eyes. She couldn't believe that he meant these words.
She walked to his side and slapped him in the face. "Now we're even." she said and walked away. Jesse followed her and grabbed her arm. "Don't you ever do this again or..." he said to her with almost devils look. "Or what? You'll go and fuck Jennifer again?" she yelled. She couldn't control herself anymore.
She looked down to her arm, he was still holding her. "Let me go." she said trying to free herself. "No. You need to calm down." "I was calm down until she came to the Grill and told me what you did. Now, let me go before i start yelling and the whole Red Bank will come here." she said slowly and Jesse let her free.
He let her free and walked to the other side of the room. He couldn't look at her. "So, this is it?" he asked a few seconds later. "I never wanted this to happen. It was your choise." she said, she was one foot out of his door.
She looked back to him but the only thing she saw was his back. She guessed is better this way. She knew if she sees him it will be a lot harder. She doesn't want to leave him one more time. But it was again the bad choises he made. And he knew he was going to pay for them soon or later.
"I have to go. Take care Jesse." she said with almost crying voise. She knew if she stays a little longer she will start crying in front of him. Jesse didn't mov a muscle. She shaked her head and walked out of the room.
Jesse heard her steps walking away. His eyes rolled. "No, she can't leave." he said and run after her. She had already crossed all the hallway. "Hey Pauline wait!" he yelled when she left his room. But she didn't, she kept walking.
"Wait!" he yelled when he was behind her. "What do y..." was all she tried to say before he kissed her deeply. His hands were on her neck while he didn't stop kissing her. At first she fight him but she couldn't help herself and melt with his kiss.
"You can't leave. I won't let you walk away. You know what happend the last time i let you leave. I love you Pauline. That was the stupiest thing i've ever done in my whole life. I shouldn't have take her here in my room. I know that this means the world to you and i fucked it up...... again." he said while his hands were on her face.
"You have no idea how that make me feel? You made me hate you like i've never hated a person in my life. I know what i did with Mike was wrong. But when you were away we never talked. I was lying to everyone even at Ava when she asked me how you are doing. When you send me the text i was in the line and had already picked your birthday present." she answered looking at him.
"I know, i know. It's all my fault. But can we put our two hearts back together and leave the broken pieces on the floor? Please, i almost died when you were away from me. I need you. I can't imagine life without yoo because you are my life...." he said meaning every word.
He couldn't live without her, he will be nothing. And deep down he knows that she can't live without him either. If she walkes away he must learn live without his heart, because Pauline has it and she always will.
"We can do this." she said and smiled. Jesse blow out the sigh of rielef. He hugged her close. "You know your heart is bigger than the Earth." he said when they broke the hug. "Well, maybe. But my love for you is bigger than the Universe." she smiled.
He knew that the last time he got drunk he woke up in a hospital bed. He had promised to himself and to Pauline that he will never get drunk. But for some reason he wanted to forget what he saw a few minutes ago. An another man was kissing her. It was too much to handle. He knew that since he left he and Pauline didn't go too well.
But she has no right to cheated on him, but she did. He wanted to forget it and he ordered one more drink. When he finished the second drink he felt a hand on his showlder. He had a feeling that was Pauline's hand. It has to be Pauline's hand. Jesse turned with a smile on his face knowing that Pauline will be behind him.
The smile on his lips froze when he saw Jennifer. "Hey. What are you doing here?" He didn't want to show her how dissapointed he was and he turned his look away. "I'm just drinking. What are you doing here?" he asked. "Just drinking." Jennifer answered.
Jesse looked at her and studied her face. He left his drink and got up from the chair. "Goodnight Jennifer. Take care." he said simply with voise like ice. Jennifer stood there watching him walking away. As Jesse was walking away he stopped and looked at Jennifer.
He walked quickly to her side and kissed her passionately. Jennifer had no idea what was going on but she didn't say no to him. She pulled him closer. Jesse broke the kiss and took her hand. He lead her to his car and sut on the driver's seat.
Jennifer was more than lost. "Where are we going?" she asked him. "You'll see." he answered and put the machine forward. Jesse was driving for a little while and it didn't take too much to Jennifer to understand where he was driving.
Jesse parked the car in the parking lot of his house. He took Jennifer's hand and they both walked to the main door. He opened the door. "Don't make a sound. My parents are here and they don't need to know that you're here too. You understand?" Jesse talked like a sereal killer. Jennifer knew him her whole life and he never talked like this before. The only thing she could do was nodd.
As soon as Jennifer nodded Jesse grabed her hand and walked up the stairs and arrived to his room. Jesse closed the door and kissed Jennifer. While they were kissing they walked to the bed. Jesse lyied Jennifer to the bed. He pulled out her coat and threw it to the floor.
He kissed her again while Jennifer was pulling out his jacket from behind his back. It didn't take long for both of them to be naked on his bed. They made love after one year and a half. Jennifer took full advantage of it and enjoyed herself more than Jesse did.
She has no idea why they made love but only this was enough. Jesse was sleeping having her in his arms like the old times when they were together. But Jennifer was a smart young woman and she knew that something wasn't right.
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Pauline woke up in the next morning with a head weighting ten tons. She wanted to forget what happend last night. She made a mistake, a terrible one. She doesn't even knbow how Mike and her came to this point. She had chated on him. She did the thing she was blaming Jesse for. She will never forgive herself for that. She walked down the stairs and to her mind came what happend last night. She closed her eyes and run to the kitchen.
"Goodmorning Pauline." her mother said with a smile. "Morning Mum." she answered and sut on her seat on the kictehn table. "I heard noises last night. Did Ava passed by?" Katerina asked her daughter. "No, Mike passed. But he didn't stay too long." Pauline couldn't lie to her mother. She just didn't tell her all the truth.
Pauline start eatting her cereal and her mother was watching her. Once she was finished with her breakfast she left the empty bowl in the sink. "I'll go a walk in the town." she informed her mother. The more she stays the more she remembers the last night.
"You miss him don't you?" her mother asked before she exited the kitchen. "Miss who?" she asked and turned. "Jesse!" "Yeah, Mum of course and i miss him. I have to go now." Pauline said and left.
A few minutes later she was ready to go. Dressed in jeans and a jacket she left the house. She didn't know where she wanted to go. The farther the better. She sut on the drivers seat in her car. She needed a little time for herself. Pauline was driving for almost an hour now. She had left Red Bank for good. She was about to the highway to New York City. She was so far away. On the next traffic light she took the way back home.
After a few more driving minutes Pauline arrived at Red Bank. It was lunch time so she stopped to her favourite Grill to have lunch. Jesse and her were having lunch there all the time. It is their favourite Grill. She walked in and found a table to sit. A waitress came and took her order.
The Grill was almost full, it was Saturday noon after all. She doesn't even realized how much fats time passed and her eaiterr came with her lunch. Once the waitess left Pauline start eatting and enjoying the company of herself. She had almost ate the half of her food when she sut opposite of her.
Pauline looked up at Jennifer and sighed. "What do you want Jennifer?" Pauline asked. "I have everything i want. I'm wondering about you my poor girl." Jennifer answered and Pauline raised her eyebrow. "And since when you are carying about me?" "Since last night." "Oh yeah. Great." Pauline answered with a little sarcasm in her voise.
"Look Jennifer i'm not in the mood to deal with your bullshit right now." she answered and looked at her. "I already know that sweetie. That's why Jesse was so good in sex last night. Tell me something when it was the last time you two had sex? It must have been a very long time." Jennifer answered with the winners look and voise.
Pauline's heart sink on the opposite seat. Jesse will never do that, she knew him very well. That night he left very soon and she wasn't able to explain what happend with Mike. Her love turned to hate in the matter of seconds. How could he do something like that with someone like Jennifer?
"Jennifer i told you i'm not in the mood." "I'm not lying.... I'm saying the truth. I slept with him last night in his house in his bed." "No, i don't believe you Jesse will never do something like that." "You better change your mind about him Pauline. I must admit though that your relationship lasted more that i thought. But anyway he's back to me now. Enjoy your lunch!" Jennifer answered and got up from the chair. She gave her a fake smile as she walked away.
Pauline was trying to understand what just happend. She couldn't believe it and she didn't want to. She wanted all this to be a bad dream and she will wake up. And when she does all these will be over. Her emotions were like a volcano ready to expload. Seconds thought filled her mind. Jennifer sure has lots of reasons to lie but why right now? It's been a while that they don't even come across with her on the road.
She couldn't stay in the Grill any longer. She needed to know what happend last night. She has the right to know what happend last night. They are still together.
She payied for her lunch and left the Grill furious. She arrived at her car and put the engine on and drove away of the parking lot. It didn't take too long for her to arrive at the Bongiovi house. The big gate was open so Pauline didn't have any problem to walk in.
She rung the bell and waited. The door opened and Pauline faced one of the best smiles in the world. "Hey Angel! Come in....." Jon said and took a step back to let her in. "Am i interupting something? Is lunch time...." she answered feeling a little nervous. "You're always welcome here any time of the day." Jon answered with that gorgeous smile of his.
"So, you slept good last night?" he said and winked at her. She really didn't see that coming. She didn't know what to do. It all depence of how she will answer this question. She knew that if she tells Jon he'll get very mad and she doesn't want that. Jesse and her can work that out without any help.
"Yeah, i slept very good. What about you?" she asked him. "Great!" Pauline smiled while she asked "Is Jesse upstairs?" "Yeah..." "Thanks. tell the boys i said hi!" "Will do...." Jon answered and looked to pauline walking up the stairs.
With every step Pauline took was getting more pissed. Jennifer was right, she was there last night. She arrived at his door and knock hard. Jesse opened the door with his eyes rolled. "What are you doing here?" she asked while Pauline had already walked in.
"What am i doing here, or what did you do here with Jennifer last night?" she asked. Her hands were on her waits and her foot was teeping on the floor. "What are you talking about?" "Don't play fool with me. I know everything. Jennifer found me and told me what you did last night with her right here! How could you Jesse?" she asked looking at him.
"Like you did with Mike." "I didn't had sex with him like you did with Jennifer." "So? I was drunk. We're even." he answered and turned to face her. Pauline looked in his eyes. She couldn't believe that he meant these words.
She walked to his side and slapped him in the face. "Now we're even." she said and walked away. Jesse followed her and grabbed her arm. "Don't you ever do this again or..." he said to her with almost devils look. "Or what? You'll go and fuck Jennifer again?" she yelled. She couldn't control herself anymore.
She looked down to her arm, he was still holding her. "Let me go." she said trying to free herself. "No. You need to calm down." "I was calm down until she came to the Grill and told me what you did. Now, let me go before i start yelling and the whole Red Bank will come here." she said slowly and Jesse let her free.
He let her free and walked to the other side of the room. He couldn't look at her. "So, this is it?" he asked a few seconds later. "I never wanted this to happen. It was your choise." she said, she was one foot out of his door.
She looked back to him but the only thing she saw was his back. She guessed is better this way. She knew if she sees him it will be a lot harder. She doesn't want to leave him one more time. But it was again the bad choises he made. And he knew he was going to pay for them soon or later.
"I have to go. Take care Jesse." she said with almost crying voise. She knew if she stays a little longer she will start crying in front of him. Jesse didn't mov a muscle. She shaked her head and walked out of the room.
Jesse heard her steps walking away. His eyes rolled. "No, she can't leave." he said and run after her. She had already crossed all the hallway. "Hey Pauline wait!" he yelled when she left his room. But she didn't, she kept walking.
"Wait!" he yelled when he was behind her. "What do y..." was all she tried to say before he kissed her deeply. His hands were on her neck while he didn't stop kissing her. At first she fight him but she couldn't help herself and melt with his kiss.
"You can't leave. I won't let you walk away. You know what happend the last time i let you leave. I love you Pauline. That was the stupiest thing i've ever done in my whole life. I shouldn't have take her here in my room. I know that this means the world to you and i fucked it up...... again." he said while his hands were on her face.
"You have no idea how that make me feel? You made me hate you like i've never hated a person in my life. I know what i did with Mike was wrong. But when you were away we never talked. I was lying to everyone even at Ava when she asked me how you are doing. When you send me the text i was in the line and had already picked your birthday present." she answered looking at him.
"I know, i know. It's all my fault. But can we put our two hearts back together and leave the broken pieces on the floor? Please, i almost died when you were away from me. I need you. I can't imagine life without yoo because you are my life...." he said meaning every word.
He couldn't live without her, he will be nothing. And deep down he knows that she can't live without him either. If she walkes away he must learn live without his heart, because Pauline has it and she always will.
"We can do this." she said and smiled. Jesse blow out the sigh of rielef. He hugged her close. "You know your heart is bigger than the Earth." he said when they broke the hug. "Well, maybe. But my love for you is bigger than the Universe." she smiled.
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