Pauline walked back in her car more reliefed now. She knew she did the right thing, going to see Richie. She was making both happier and that is what matters. Helping friends is always nice.
Once she arrived at the car a need from inside her came out. It's been a while since she saw Jesse. After the little fight they had and the made-up they didn't see each other that much. She didn't realized how much he was missing him. She missed having him around touching her, holding her, kissing her. She knew that she couldn't run away that day but she was so pissed off with him. But this all belonged to the past. She's diferent know.
Pulling out her mobile she called him. After 3 rings she heard his voise. "Hey, Paul. How are you?" "I was in Ava's checking on Richie. I visited Ava, gave her some staff and a letter." "Letter? From who?" Jesse asked suprised. "From Richie. Long story, i can explained it to you. Where are you now?" "Prisoner in my house. Mum and Dad are missing and i must keep an eye on the little ones. Do you wanna come over? I feel a little alone." Jesse explained. "That was exactly what i had in mind. See ya in a few Jess. Love ya." "Love ya too." she heard Jesse's voise and hung up the phone.
Pauline put the phone back to her jean pockets. She now feels a lot better. She brought Ava and Richie closer, no matter how far away they are. And she talked to Jesse after a long time. She couldn't be happier. She couldn't stop smiling on the whole route to Jesse's house. She pulled to that driveway that she never she will be. She was always feeling buterflies on her stomack when she was there, but she now get used to it somehow.
The big door was wide open and Pauline drive in. She parked the car and for some reason her heart star racing. She tried to ingore it and she made it.
When she was outside of the door of the house she rung the bell. She didn't wait too much and Jesse opened the door with a smile. Pauline faced him for not more than a second and realized how much she had missed him. She missed him so badly and wraped her arms around him, Jesse smiled and pulled her in his arms. "I missed you very much." Pauline said without breaking the hug, instead she hugged him even tighter. "I missed you too Paul." he answered and kissed her forehead. "Come in don't stay at the door." he added and took a step back to let Pauline walk in the house.
"How are Jacob and Romeo?" Pauline asked him, it was a hard time for both of them, someone must say something. "They are good and upstairs. Do you want anything to drink or eat?" Jesse answered after he closed the door behind him and followed Pauline to the living room. "A glass of coke will be great. Thanks." Pauline answered back to him and smiled. "I'll be right back. Make yourself at home." Jesse told her and disappear on the kitchen.
Pauline sut on the couch and made herself at home, like Jesse told her. A minute later Jesse return with two glasses of coke and some cookies. He gave her the glass and took his. Jesse sut on the couch next to her and drunk a sip from his coke, Pauline did the same. Pauline placed her glass on the table in front of them and said "I visited Ava and Richie today." Jesse rolled his eyes. "Really? How are they?" "Now, they are good. Richie wrote her a letter. I gave it to her before i called you." Pauline answered and Jesse faced her.
"I'm glad that you call. I missed you very much." "I missed you too Jesse. Now that you're here next to me how much i missed you." Pauline paused and signed. "We had a very stupid fight, don't we?" she asked him. "We we did but let's forget it. This belong to the past, just let it go. We're okay now and this is what matters to me." Jesse answered soflty.
He sut closer to her and their lips met for a soft kiss. Jesse needed some power to tell her some news. He couldn't wait any longer. Since he learn the news yesterday he couldn't keep it to himself. He knew that this time wasn't the right one, but she must to know.
They broke up from the kiss and Jesse start feeling weird. She knew her answer before he will say it. He was feeling sick to his stomack but he must say it now. He took a long sip from his coke and started softly. "Paul, i want to tell you something." "What is it?" Pauline answered having no idea what will hear next. She looked for a second Jesse next to her. He was looking so nervous. He was making his hamds up and down to his jeans, she knew that when he's doing this he's nervous about something.
"Jesse what it is? Why are you nervous? What's wrong Jess?" Pauline asked him worried. "I'll go to college after the court day." Jesse dropped the bomb to her. He closed his eyes and wait for Pauline to expload. But she didn't. She hugged him tight instead. "Oh Jess that's great news! I'm proud of you." When Pauline broke the hug Jesse answered "Thank you." "In which college?" Pauline asked very happy for him.
Here is the wright question. How would he tell her that in February he moves to Indiana to the Notre Dame University?
Jesse shallowed hard. he felf his palms sweat and he lose the ground down to his feet. He looked down to the wooden floor. He couldn't look her in the eyes. "In Notre Dame University." he said with calm voise. "I thought that Notre Dame University was in Indiana. But who cares anyway?" she told him but still she couldn't stop smilling. "Paul, it is in Indiana. I'm leaving in February. I'm sorry." he said slowly.
Pauline's heart stopped beating. Her smile froze on her lips. "No, tell is a lie. You're not leaving. tell me you're not leaving." Pauline answered while she was shaking her head. The only thing Jesse can do was looking at her. "Jesse why are you not answering to me?" Pauline asked again while tears filled her eyes.
"Tell me is a lie. Say it. I want to hear it." She didn't want to let him go. She just found him, he can't live now. "Is true. I should have been there since last year." Jesse answered to her. As soon as he finished his sentence he felt her arms around him. She was crying. "You can't leave me now." she told to him without breaking the hug. She knew that someday he will not be here, she wanted to feel close to him.
"I wish i could. It has already waited to much." Jesse answered and Pauline pulled away. "I understand." she answered and wipper her tears. Jesse pulled away some hair from her face and told her "We'll get through this together, i promise." he kissed her.
"When are you leaving?" she asked him. "On 10th of February." "You won't be here for your birthday? Can you please leave the day after? Please." she begged him. She didn't want to spend his birthday apart. Jesse have tottaly forgot about his birthday. Pauline was right. It will be too much if they weren't together on his birthday.
"Yeah, i can do that. We have a lot of time until that day. And i'll fly home once in a while." "But it will not be the same." Pauline answered back. "I know but there is nothing i can do. I must go." Jesse answered to her and touched her showlder. He kinda feels her pain. Is not easy for him too to say these words.
Pauline keep looking at the floor. She remained silent was several seconds. Until she broke the silence of the big living room. "I'll come with you." Jesse laughed. He knew that this will come. He knew her very well. "No. No. You have to stay here." "I can't knowing that you're not here with me." "It will be that hard. We can talk on the phone every day." Jesse tried to change her mind. "But it will not be the same, Jesse." Pauline slapped back at him.
Jesse knew that she was right. Nothing will be the same after that. He must leave and he doesn't want to. But he also knew that Pauline must stay here. "I know baby. I know. Do you think is easy for me to live a city that i've never been before?" Jesse told her looking in her eyes. "I know is hard for you too. But what i'll do if you're not here?" Pauline asked and a r-tear rolled from her eye to her cheek.
"You must support Ava. She's been through a lot and she'll be through even more. She need support from her best friend. The first month will suck, i know. But i promise you that i'll do anything to keep in touch." Jesse answered. "But why i can't come with you? Indiana has high schools too. And i can find a job there and an apartement to live." Pauline answered seriously.
"Paul, you're too young for this. But you can come and visited me. I'll have my own room." Jesse winked at her and made Pauline smile. "I like this better. Tell me something there are and girls in the University?" "I don't know, maybe. Tell me you're jelous?" Jesse asked a little suprised. "Maybe a little. Who knows in a time of weakness a hot chick will be in your way and might cheated on me. How do i know that?" Pauline's question made Jesse laughed.
"You know that i will never do that to you, even when i'm drunk. You know that don't you?" "Jesse i know that you'll never do this to me. But i don't know about the others. Just promise me that." "I promise to you that i will NEVER cheated on you in my whole life. I love you." "I love you too." Pauline answered and kissed him deeply.
Pauline had shut on a chair and waited for Ava to come. Three days passed since her last visit. Her head was in her amrs when she hear Ava's voise "Hey you!" she said. Pauline lifted her head and smiled. "Hey. How are you?" Pauline asked Ava. She didn't exept her to be like that. She should has a smile from ear to ear. "I'm fine. What about you? You didn't look so happy?" Ava quickly changed the subject and sut on the chair opposite to Pauline.
"I'm not so good. Jesse told me that he'll leave to Indiana after the court day." "Oh Pauline i'm sorry to hear that. How are you holding?" "I want to go with him but he doesn't let me either my parents." Pauline aswered and blwe out a sigh. "You told your parents?" "Yeah. I want to go with him. They should know. But they told me that same Jesse said to me. But i'm okay now." Pauline answered and took a sip from the bottle of water she was carring.
"You sure? Because you didn't seem so much." "Ava, i'm okay. I thought about that and they're right. There is nothing i can do to change it." Pauline answered to her. "Alright." she simply answered and looked down to her hands on tha table. "Ava are you okay?" Pauline asked her and lifted her head with her hand. When she faced Ava she realized she was crying.
"Ava was it is? You hurt you?" "No one hurt me. Everything is fine!" Ava tried to keep to herself. She wipped her tears and said again. "Pauline i'm fine. Here give that to my Dad and tell him i'm fine and i love him very much." she passed a little piece of paper to her hand. "No Ava i'm not leaving until you tell me what is going on with you." Pauline told her and crossed her amrs. She took the bottle of the water and drunk a sip.
"Pauline i-i think i'm pregant."
Once she arrived at the car a need from inside her came out. It's been a while since she saw Jesse. After the little fight they had and the made-up they didn't see each other that much. She didn't realized how much he was missing him. She missed having him around touching her, holding her, kissing her. She knew that she couldn't run away that day but she was so pissed off with him. But this all belonged to the past. She's diferent know.
Pulling out her mobile she called him. After 3 rings she heard his voise. "Hey, Paul. How are you?" "I was in Ava's checking on Richie. I visited Ava, gave her some staff and a letter." "Letter? From who?" Jesse asked suprised. "From Richie. Long story, i can explained it to you. Where are you now?" "Prisoner in my house. Mum and Dad are missing and i must keep an eye on the little ones. Do you wanna come over? I feel a little alone." Jesse explained. "That was exactly what i had in mind. See ya in a few Jess. Love ya." "Love ya too." she heard Jesse's voise and hung up the phone.
Pauline put the phone back to her jean pockets. She now feels a lot better. She brought Ava and Richie closer, no matter how far away they are. And she talked to Jesse after a long time. She couldn't be happier. She couldn't stop smiling on the whole route to Jesse's house. She pulled to that driveway that she never she will be. She was always feeling buterflies on her stomack when she was there, but she now get used to it somehow.
The big door was wide open and Pauline drive in. She parked the car and for some reason her heart star racing. She tried to ingore it and she made it.
When she was outside of the door of the house she rung the bell. She didn't wait too much and Jesse opened the door with a smile. Pauline faced him for not more than a second and realized how much she had missed him. She missed him so badly and wraped her arms around him, Jesse smiled and pulled her in his arms. "I missed you very much." Pauline said without breaking the hug, instead she hugged him even tighter. "I missed you too Paul." he answered and kissed her forehead. "Come in don't stay at the door." he added and took a step back to let Pauline walk in the house.
"How are Jacob and Romeo?" Pauline asked him, it was a hard time for both of them, someone must say something. "They are good and upstairs. Do you want anything to drink or eat?" Jesse answered after he closed the door behind him and followed Pauline to the living room. "A glass of coke will be great. Thanks." Pauline answered back to him and smiled. "I'll be right back. Make yourself at home." Jesse told her and disappear on the kitchen.
Pauline sut on the couch and made herself at home, like Jesse told her. A minute later Jesse return with two glasses of coke and some cookies. He gave her the glass and took his. Jesse sut on the couch next to her and drunk a sip from his coke, Pauline did the same. Pauline placed her glass on the table in front of them and said "I visited Ava and Richie today." Jesse rolled his eyes. "Really? How are they?" "Now, they are good. Richie wrote her a letter. I gave it to her before i called you." Pauline answered and Jesse faced her.
"I'm glad that you call. I missed you very much." "I missed you too Jesse. Now that you're here next to me how much i missed you." Pauline paused and signed. "We had a very stupid fight, don't we?" she asked him. "We we did but let's forget it. This belong to the past, just let it go. We're okay now and this is what matters to me." Jesse answered soflty.
He sut closer to her and their lips met for a soft kiss. Jesse needed some power to tell her some news. He couldn't wait any longer. Since he learn the news yesterday he couldn't keep it to himself. He knew that this time wasn't the right one, but she must to know.
They broke up from the kiss and Jesse start feeling weird. She knew her answer before he will say it. He was feeling sick to his stomack but he must say it now. He took a long sip from his coke and started softly. "Paul, i want to tell you something." "What is it?" Pauline answered having no idea what will hear next. She looked for a second Jesse next to her. He was looking so nervous. He was making his hamds up and down to his jeans, she knew that when he's doing this he's nervous about something.
"Jesse what it is? Why are you nervous? What's wrong Jess?" Pauline asked him worried. "I'll go to college after the court day." Jesse dropped the bomb to her. He closed his eyes and wait for Pauline to expload. But she didn't. She hugged him tight instead. "Oh Jess that's great news! I'm proud of you." When Pauline broke the hug Jesse answered "Thank you." "In which college?" Pauline asked very happy for him.
Here is the wright question. How would he tell her that in February he moves to Indiana to the Notre Dame University?
Jesse shallowed hard. he felf his palms sweat and he lose the ground down to his feet. He looked down to the wooden floor. He couldn't look her in the eyes. "In Notre Dame University." he said with calm voise. "I thought that Notre Dame University was in Indiana. But who cares anyway?" she told him but still she couldn't stop smilling. "Paul, it is in Indiana. I'm leaving in February. I'm sorry." he said slowly.
Pauline's heart stopped beating. Her smile froze on her lips. "No, tell is a lie. You're not leaving. tell me you're not leaving." Pauline answered while she was shaking her head. The only thing Jesse can do was looking at her. "Jesse why are you not answering to me?" Pauline asked again while tears filled her eyes.
"Tell me is a lie. Say it. I want to hear it." She didn't want to let him go. She just found him, he can't live now. "Is true. I should have been there since last year." Jesse answered to her. As soon as he finished his sentence he felt her arms around him. She was crying. "You can't leave me now." she told to him without breaking the hug. She knew that someday he will not be here, she wanted to feel close to him.
"I wish i could. It has already waited to much." Jesse answered and Pauline pulled away. "I understand." she answered and wipper her tears. Jesse pulled away some hair from her face and told her "We'll get through this together, i promise." he kissed her.
"When are you leaving?" she asked him. "On 10th of February." "You won't be here for your birthday? Can you please leave the day after? Please." she begged him. She didn't want to spend his birthday apart. Jesse have tottaly forgot about his birthday. Pauline was right. It will be too much if they weren't together on his birthday.
"Yeah, i can do that. We have a lot of time until that day. And i'll fly home once in a while." "But it will not be the same." Pauline answered back. "I know but there is nothing i can do. I must go." Jesse answered to her and touched her showlder. He kinda feels her pain. Is not easy for him too to say these words.
Pauline keep looking at the floor. She remained silent was several seconds. Until she broke the silence of the big living room. "I'll come with you." Jesse laughed. He knew that this will come. He knew her very well. "No. No. You have to stay here." "I can't knowing that you're not here with me." "It will be that hard. We can talk on the phone every day." Jesse tried to change her mind. "But it will not be the same, Jesse." Pauline slapped back at him.
Jesse knew that she was right. Nothing will be the same after that. He must leave and he doesn't want to. But he also knew that Pauline must stay here. "I know baby. I know. Do you think is easy for me to live a city that i've never been before?" Jesse told her looking in her eyes. "I know is hard for you too. But what i'll do if you're not here?" Pauline asked and a r-tear rolled from her eye to her cheek.
"You must support Ava. She's been through a lot and she'll be through even more. She need support from her best friend. The first month will suck, i know. But i promise you that i'll do anything to keep in touch." Jesse answered. "But why i can't come with you? Indiana has high schools too. And i can find a job there and an apartement to live." Pauline answered seriously.
"Paul, you're too young for this. But you can come and visited me. I'll have my own room." Jesse winked at her and made Pauline smile. "I like this better. Tell me something there are and girls in the University?" "I don't know, maybe. Tell me you're jelous?" Jesse asked a little suprised. "Maybe a little. Who knows in a time of weakness a hot chick will be in your way and might cheated on me. How do i know that?" Pauline's question made Jesse laughed.
"You know that i will never do that to you, even when i'm drunk. You know that don't you?" "Jesse i know that you'll never do this to me. But i don't know about the others. Just promise me that." "I promise to you that i will NEVER cheated on you in my whole life. I love you." "I love you too." Pauline answered and kissed him deeply.
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"I'm not so good. Jesse told me that he'll leave to Indiana after the court day." "Oh Pauline i'm sorry to hear that. How are you holding?" "I want to go with him but he doesn't let me either my parents." Pauline aswered and blwe out a sigh. "You told your parents?" "Yeah. I want to go with him. They should know. But they told me that same Jesse said to me. But i'm okay now." Pauline answered and took a sip from the bottle of water she was carring.
"You sure? Because you didn't seem so much." "Ava, i'm okay. I thought about that and they're right. There is nothing i can do to change it." Pauline answered to her. "Alright." she simply answered and looked down to her hands on tha table. "Ava are you okay?" Pauline asked her and lifted her head with her hand. When she faced Ava she realized she was crying.
"Ava was it is? You hurt you?" "No one hurt me. Everything is fine!" Ava tried to keep to herself. She wipped her tears and said again. "Pauline i'm fine. Here give that to my Dad and tell him i'm fine and i love him very much." she passed a little piece of paper to her hand. "No Ava i'm not leaving until you tell me what is going on with you." Pauline told her and crossed her amrs. She took the bottle of the water and drunk a sip.
"Pauline i-i think i'm pregant."
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